Gaspar’s words well represent the aim of this project and showcase how difficult a collaboration like ours can be. I agree with his statement; Gaspar showed a deep understanding of the aims of this project, even if he was critical, especially in the last sessions, about them being sustainable in the long term.
After all the considerations reported, I would do many things differently if engaged in a new collaboration with a composer.
I would focus more on:
- Goal setting: I would definitely plan at least one performance before starting the process and explicitly discuss a shared purpose;
- Contextualisation: I would probably choose to focus on a topic as extra-musical inspiration, collectively approved;
- Role definition: I would be transparent in how the roles could balance, and I would explicit the ways this balance could be challenged, with more awareness since the beginning on how to work on this;
- Complementarity: choosing a collaboration with knowledge and skills on related but not overlapping fields would help shape a fulfilling partnership for all involved individuals;
- Authorship guidelines: as Elizabeth Creamer59 suggests, I would explicitly discuss credits for the final result.
- Equal engagement: collectively researching about collaboration would surely enhance the research by making it more exhaustive and contribute to equally involving partners in a shared artistic process.
I think this new insights would lead to a more balanced and still explorative collaboration, learning from the processes I experienced in the past months.
Some specific ideas deriving from my collaboration with Gaspar, as examples of possible solutions to overlapping skill areas are:
- Leaving the collaborator more space to be "the composer" and take more of the "performer" role myself (to be consciously agreed);
- Diving deeper into my own way of playing, which on its own would offer the composer new and different perspectives on their way of crafting music. (With Gaspar, due to our divergent aesthetic research on the modern flute, that would have been very interesting to explore).
In a future collaboration I would definitely focus more on the creation of new meanings in the music we want to make. This research focuses on the process, but I am more and more aware that, even if I am convinced that art is not teleological but finds and creates meaning in itself, a concrete goal and narrower focus on the general idea of the composition would enhance the entire collaboration process, and not only its musical outcomes. Also, finding a clear joint purpose – different from my personal research project – would help create a more balanced engagement from both sides. I plan to explore further the mentioned topics through future collaborations.