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This is the core question of my research. Before I start to answer this question I need to ask first: what is the essay? The sub-questions that arise are: what is the etymology of the word essay; what is the currently used definition of the literary essay; who is the literary founder of the essay; What are the main theorizations on the essay; What are the characteristic elements of the essay? Then, in order to answer the first part of the question “what makes the essay performative?” I need to answer the following sub-questions first: what is the essay as noun and as verb; how does the essay relate to experiment; what is essayistic science? After answering these questions I can define what characteristics make the essay performative. In order to answer the second part of the question “can performance be essayistic?” I need to answer the following sub-questions first: how do essayistic science and Artistic Research relate; how can we define the artistic performance? Then I can start to answer the question how performance can be essayistic.
I begin with contextualizing the research, then I give a historical and theoretical background of the literary essay. Next, I introduce the Zuihitsu, a hybrid from of text and image that can be related to the essay. After that I discuss the currently used encyclopædic definition of the essay and the etymology of the word essay; followed by a discussion on the literary origin, which is Montaigne. I introduce the theorization on the essay by T.W. Adorno and I briefly highlight his ‘Dialectic of Enlightenment’. Then I discuss the essay as noun and verb. I also discuss an essay on experiment by Goethe in relation to essayistic science. I end with argumenting that the essay is in essence performative, after which I relate Artistic Research to essayistic science. In conclusion I describe and explain what could make performance essayistic.
Relevance of the essay for Artistic Research
This research is aimed at investigating the performative essay and the essayistic performance, an underlying motivation is my interest in theory and art as merged in the essay form. The focus of the essay is not just aimed at the content but also in the manner of presentation, the form. Form and content are conceptually bound to each other in the essay form. I chose specifically for the master Artistic Research at the University of Amsterdam because they aim to combine theory and art practice in an academic setting. From my artistic practice, it is my decision to investigate how the essay can function as an approach16 which can be used for performance. But at the base of this question is understanding how theory and art are present in the essay form. The relatively new field of Artistic Research could be the perfect place where artistic practice and theoretical research can come closer together, and maybe where the essay can reach its full potential. Therefore, this research is also an attempt to investigate the essay (and essayistic science) as possible methodological foundation for the field of Artistic Research. From this foundation the essay could take shape in a variety of artistic forms.
Rafter by Emily Huurdeman
In the final year of my Bachelor Fine Art (2010-2014) I attended an extracurricular course about the film-essay by my teacher Kostana Banovic. I was intrigued by the films, but mostly confused by what these different films connected. However, I did feel a strong affiliation with the films in relation to my own live-performance and video-performance practice. It was initially the diversity and the freedom in the investigative attitude that fascinated me. As a theoretical extension we were given a number of articles on the subject. While reading the articles, I started to understand my initial confusion about the film genre. The essay, referred to as a written text, is commonly known, but I quickly came to realize that the essay concept is not easily defined. It’s form appeared even more elusive than I thought.
"Makura no Sōshi” (Pillowbook) by Emily Huurdeman
Confusion combined with fascination is the perfect instigator for fueling a research project. As I was searching for additional literature about the essay-film, to try and get a grip on what defines an essay-film, I came across the article ‘In Search of the Centaur: the Essay-Film’ written by Phillipe Lopate. In this article Lopate refers to the T.W. Adorno’s work ‘The Essay as Form’ as primary theoretical text on the subject. I was already interested in the concept of negative dialectics by Adorno but when I read his text on the essay, I instantly knew this was the subject I wanted to investigate more. My visual and theoretical interests came together. It was the seemingly unstructured form, the presence of doubt and paradoxes combined with critique and research that aligned with the driving force of my practice.
In my application to the research master Artistic Research at the University of Amsterdam, I proposed an investigation into the possible existence of an essay performance with the preliminary title ‘An Attempt in Trying’. In the two years of intensively investigating the essay form, it never lost my attention and keeps fascinating me. Hopefully the reader has as much joy in reading the thesis as I had in writing it. The initially proposed research is polished and refined in this thesis.
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The end is in the beginning (Het einde is in het begin) by Emily Huurdeman
The core characteristics as found so far are in essence the thoughts from the perspective of an author engaging in an investigation of the object at hand, through, and with, the medium of text. Its core affiliation is with the act of testing and experimenting. The essay is placed between art and science as it deals with both theoretical and æsthetic content — its form and content are inherently connected. It adopts the freedom of art with luck, play, impulse and intuition, and the theoretical content of science, which creates an arena of intellectual experience. This makes the essay a hybrid form between literature and academic writing. The essay does not seek to explain but to present, and invites the reader to interpret. The essay deploys an un-methodological method. The objectives are not to deconstruct the object, but to investigate the elements which form it. These elements are presented in a constellation. Its structure is anti-systematic and constant forming. This constant forming comes from the continuous self-reflection and self-criticism of the author while writing. The constant reinterpretation follows a dialectical modus without ever coming to a synthesis. Because the essay is in the end never finished, it re-presents transitory thought.
On consideration and re-consideration (Overweging en heroverweging) by Emily Huurdeman
Why do theorists call the essay performative, and which aspects of the essay are considered performative? The OED’s definition of performance as noun is: “the doing of an action or operation” and “something performed or done; an action, act, deed, or operation”.138 Performance is a combination of: per- meaning “through, throughout” 139 and -form: “-like, -shaped” 140 Form, as used by Adorno in the title of “The essay as Form”, refers to the forming of thoughts: the essay in-forming141
The OED defines performance as verb as: “to carry out”. Earlier we have established the definition of essay as attempt. When we combine the definitions of performance and essay it reads: to carry out an attempt. The dictionary suggests they both carry an element of act. This helps us to understand why the essay can be perceived as performative. When we connect performance and the essay we have to define a certain way of acting out. But first, I briefly discuss the performative essay, and the essayistic science of Artistic Research.
Tension field (Spanningsveld) by Emily Huurdeman
The essay is used in visual arts like film and photography. Why use performance? It seems salient to say that if the essay is in essence performative, performance can be essayistic. But I research artistic performance from the perspective of artistic researcher. So how could performance art be essayistic? First, because conceptually speaking it is a logical medium for the essay as the act is central in the essay as performance. Second, because performance has the ability to adopt many different art media, just like the essay it could be considered post-medium (or with medium). And finally, as a performance artist I feel a strong affiliation with the essay form and I wanted to investigate the essay as an approach for performative works.
In performance the here and now is evident, conceptually bound to the medium. The performance resolves as it progresses in time, one can document it but never redo it in exactly the same way. One can only revisit and reform the performed. Exactly become of these characteristics, performance could function very well as an embodiment of the effortless attempts that the essay aspires. A good example of incorporating this might be the work of Dina Danish’s (1981, Egypt/France)170. Her performances consent try-outs. She is not looking for an improvement or the controlling of a practice, it is the sincere attempt and the struggle that she wants to convey. In one work (‘Competing with a Computerized Tongue-Twister’171) she attempts literally. In this video the artist competes with a computer, repeating a sentence that is formidably difficult to pronounce in a language which is not her first. You hear the computer repeating the sentence over and over and you see the artist trying to catch up and improve herself. In this video, the juxtaposition of a person and a machine competing might be interesting to relate to an essayistic approach. The perpetual attempt without the illusion of ever reaching the end goal.
Emphatic communication (Empatische communicatie) by Emily Huurdeman
Performance can act out (and document) the moment of writing. Literally following the train of thought, including the hesitations of the performer, the breathing, the correcting. These elements all add to the concept and objectives of the essay. Making it not just about the the content of the writing visible, but the manner in which it is written down, also if we can’t even see the actual words that are written down. The central aspect is about the act or attempt of expressing, of communicating. Whether it is the inability to write, like the piece ‘La Pluie’172 from Marcel Broodthærs (1924-1976 Belgium poet, filmmaker, artist), where the ink is faded by the rain before it can ever attach to the paper. Or following the hand of the writing artist in the beautiful work ‘Water Written Secrets’173 by Jannie Regnareus (1971 Dutch artist and novelist). In this piece by Regareus, you see the image of her, walking backward on a bicycle path with a bucket of water and a brush in her hand. She’s writing her thoughts in water while the hot sun vaporizes the words at the same time. This paradoxical action fits the essay perfectly. The process of writing can be seen as an action, as a (performative) gesture, a performance of paradox. Because, it follows the thoughts while at the same time undermining them in the process. We see the brush stroking by the hand of the author, the conveyed message is not by the writing per se, but by the act, the gesture of writing in a particular setting.
Science and art are merging more and more, like for instance Bio art that combines art with biotechnology. Residencies for artists in laboratories like the Swiss ‘Artist in Labs’174 and the Australian ‘SymbioticA’175 are perfect examples, but also open-lab spaces like the Dutch Waag Society ‘Wet-lab’176 and the ‘Biohack Academy’177 are places where science and art merge. There are a number of performative experiments that question science and knowledge and our relation of subject and object, of human and nature. Take, for instance, the 2011 performance ‘May the horse live in me’178 by French artist duo Art Orienté Objet (Marion Laval-Jeantet and Benoît Mangin). Where the artist injects the blood of a horse. This is an experiment that would not be an experiment in the domain of science in the first place but it does question science and the relation of man and animals, to gesturally create a centaur. The freedom of the artist is to be able to go beyond the borders of the known, and the allowed. The artist is solely responsible for its actions, we perceive the work by the experience of the artist. As we experience the worlds through the mind of the essayist, by truly and freely experimenting. But what exactly makes the experiment essayistic? It is a way of approaching the object of investigation with an open attitude, taking new positions, questioning. It is not the end result that matters, but the process and what is gained, the insights gained. Self-reflective, self-critical but also with also luck, play and doubt. If the elements are presented as a constellation, maybe the installation can function as a constellation. A performative installation that carries out the experiments, that is connected to theory as well as art. Like the performative installations of Adam Brown for example the ‘Origins of life experiment’179 from 2010, this experiment is based on the experiments of Stanley Miller and Harold Urey at the University of Chicago in the 1950s. Still these do not necessarily question the objects of investigation, it is rather a reinterpretation. But the way and the place where the experiment is executed does give a new perspective.
Compilation video of exhibition PER-FORM at Paleis van Mieris
The essay and performance don’t fit the neat definitional boxes of genres and disciplines. Transcending assumed borders, they expand beyond the safety of the known which leads us to new pathways. We should always keep in mind that the essay and performance are shaping and shifting forms, always reflecting, re-forming, in-forming and experimenting. Because they both have an inherent authorial, momentary, and process oriented active attitude, they fit so well together. In essence, performance is the live act of an artist; the essay is an attempt. The essay has an affiliation with the artistic as well. It drifts in-between the theoretical and the artistic, the intellectual and the experiential, the rational and the irrational. An un-methodological method, both free and fixed at the same time. In this research I did neither aim to define a categorizable genre of the essay nor of the essayistic performance. I did attempt to describe the essayistic approach and to formulate the characteristic elements which can depict an essayistic performance. I spent a large part on laying out the framework of the research: nearly a quarter of the text consists of explaining the contextualization and boundaries. Roughly half the thesis was spent on historical contextualization, in which I investigated the origin of the essay and the theorizations, and conducted an extensive etymological and definitional investigation. In hindsight it seems a lot but given the notorious definitional difficulties of the essay it gave me a firm foundation to depart form. The rest of the thesis was spent on answering the research question at hand. While finishing the last part new questions emerged.
How could the idea of essayistic science in relation to Artistic Research be formulated? I described a theoretical relation between the essay and Artistic Research, but how could it be formulated as an actual workable method? This lead me to question how the essayistic experiment relates to Artistic Research and experimental systems as theorized by Rheinberger and Schwab? Another question that remains untouched is how gesture relates to the essay and the body. I confined myself to using a dictionary definition of the word gesture, but there is a lot more to be said and to be read on this subject — especially in relation Montaigne’s note: “what I can not express, I point at with my finger”.
I also wonder if my video-installation is an example of essayistic performance. Do I test? Do I experiment? I do think it is an example of Artistic Research with an essayistic approach and I do think the video’s hold essaysisitc elements , just as described in the last part of the research. There is the testing, the attempting, the experimenting, but it also contains characteristics like the equivocation of text, dialectical paradoxes, fragmentation, fragility, and enigmatic content. But is it theoretical? The content of this research is combined with the visual content in the online version. Is it self-reflective? The works do reflect on my position towards my object of investigation: the essay. I do think the video’s show my position, and point of view.
Did I answer whether the essay is performative and whether performance can be essayistic? It did become clear that the essay is performative in its dialectical process and in it’s manner of presentation. But can performance be essayistic? I mentioned in the first part of the research that the practical examples of performances are not meant to be examples of essayistic performances but they do hold essayistic characteristics.
But are these essayistic performances? I think they are. To me the installation as a whole is performative. The performances can’t be disconnected from each other — the connections aren’t explicit, but implicit. Is provides a constellation of elements, random jointings, scattered fragments.
As I’ve said before: I wasn’t looking for the perfect example of an essayistic performances. What I found is an inherent connection of the essay and performance, and the possibility of the essay as an approach to performance — an approach that can be as diverse in expression as the essay is diverse in it’s form. Just as difficult as it is to define texts as essays, it will be equally difficult to define essayistic performances. Instead of focussing on the materialization we could focus on essayists. Writing essayists, photographing essayists, fiming essayists, experimenting essayists, scientific essayists, or a combination of them in the performing essayist. The essayistic performance as form with content, conceptually bound.