"No no no no no no no no no no. 


I wish I could just quit. 


I don´t want to do this. 


I mean I want. But I don´t. I can´t. 


I mean I can, I think. But I can´t. I am tired. I can´t focus. 


Please coffee, don´t make me paranoid. I want to quit. Shit. You can´t say I have to quit! 


Sleep, let´s just sleep. 


My head. Too many stuff. Things. Issues. My phone. Connection, distraction, connection distraction distraction distraction, 


escape!, let´s get outta here.  


I need to quit. let´s go. Just go, go! 


I can not deal with this. 


Full, stuff. 


I am so dissapointed in myself. 


My brain cannot think straight, neither crooked. 


I wish I could do better, 


how have I now magically turned into the worst version of myself?  


Quit. I am so stressed. Sleep! Wake up! What? 


My body screams help. Nobody is listening. But it is so loud. Au! Don´t hurt me. 


Full, stop, focus, breathe, calm, no. 


Fuck it.”  

 

-An expression of stress 

Elisabeth Lambeck 2023 

 

Did you know that, Zebra´s don´t get ulcers?

"To truly laugh, you have to take your pain, and play with it." 

- Charlie Chaplin 

For Research Report : PRESS THE CLOWNS NOSE, or alternatively, THE RED BUTTON TO   FIGHT,  FLIGHT,  FREEZE  and  FAWN

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This wall is about vulnerability and laughter   

This wall is about pain   

This wall is about laughing through pain   

Together    

Not alone   

  

This wall is fake   

This wall is funny   

This wall is a hole but a bridge  

This wall is real  

  

This wall is about just another brick in the wall   

When was the last time you smiled like this?   

Why?    

What kind of feelings surface in you when watching these horizontal smiles?   

   

Did you know that the Haha wall is a real name for a type of sunken fence that was commonly used in in the 18th century, allowing the viewers to enjoy the beautiful undisrupted landscape, the illusion of an unbroken, continuous panoramic sight, whilst providing boundaries for grazing livestock.   

This wall is the grazing livestock trying to find a master plan to get themselves out of this hole, to the other side?   

This is not like the Mexican wall,    


This wall is inviting   

Maybe like the Chinese wall, today, you can walk on top of it   

This wall reminds me of how stressful I find this overambitious capitalistic thing that is called western privileged life  

This wall reminds me that I am a mother of two children, and I have spent the last four years feeling guilty while distantiating myself from them while working and studying, ambitioning, building,   

This wall  

  

This wall is privileged  

This wall is western   

This wall is waving at you  

 

Yes, this wall is ironic   

But this wall is free to speak,   

This wall is refusing to `shut up´ 

This wall is courageous   

This wall is encouraging you to urgently   

Watch out, for the HaHa walls in your beautiful landscape    

Don´t be afraid to jump in,    

And position your critical laughter, straight on top of that   

As your biggest armor  

  

This wall is a bit bitter  

Like a tragicomedy     

Like Charlie Chaplin said:   

"Life is a tragedy when seen up-close, but a comedy in long shot 

  

This wall doesn´t have a door  

This wall needs to be broken   

This wall is searching for a punch line   

 

 

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