Un-bundeling individuals from the Institution: grains of sand under a microscope: 

 

 

 

Afifa Aleiby War Painting (The Destruction of Iraq), 1991

Power Paradigms:

Military Industrialized Complex

Capitalism/Globalization

Neoliberalism 

 

Woundedness / Victimization: emotional/somatic supression

 

"My stance with all gender politics is intended to be radically inclusive, deconstructing the gender binary and taking queer and transgender experience as the basis for how all gender functions, including the most apparently normative." --Ben Spatz in What a Body Can Do

Guerrilla Girls Estrogen Bomb, 2003-2017

Self-Awareness

 

Boundaries 

I N D I V I D U A L

 

 

 

  

 

 

 

 

 

 

PSYCHE 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

PSYCHE

Healing

Resilience

Community support to move past trauma

Service animals

SELF LOVE >>> Then having the ability to help other people recognize the power they have to then empower them to make communal change >>> COMMUNAL LOVE

  

 

 

RELATIONSHIPS:

 

 

 

improve when we act with self-love and move away from self-interest and preservationism. The outcome is different when you move through life with a mindset of fear/deficit VERSUS love/compassion. 

 

In many cultures, especially the Western world, body and mind are characteristically held separate as ways of understanding.

USA M I L I T A R Y 

Defense Contractors

Hierarchical Model

Paternalism / Savior Complex / American Exceptionalism

MYTH: lack of Humanity (interviews with S.) 

***MODE: self-preservationism, defensiveness, opportunism***

 

 

Intuition

G E N D E R 

 

Pressure to conform to behavior labeled as "masculine" makes it challenging to sit with emotions like fear and uncertainty, thus reinforcing power paradigms like patriarchy and heirarchical strcutures like militarism. -J.

 

Gender binary highlights relationship of the individual to collective notions of what is acceptable at any given time. 

 

Status quo

 

Feminist notion that the individual embodies change: though our actions we create emergent strategies, each person as a fractal. 

 

 

 

Military training and rewiring of internal coding: to fight and not flight. Skinner / Pavolovian systematic desensitization & body as a machine. 

"Occupations don't result in democracy. What results in democracy is people's movements--not military movements."

B O D Y 

Tacit, embodied generational knowledge

Mirror neurons: how we emulate the behavior and techniques of others we admire. Gender is a “stylized repetition of acts” and both a habit and performance

P E R F O R M A N C E  A R T "tries to fill the voids in a sanitized society" -J. 

Ritual / symbolism; how humans construct individual and collective meaning

 

BODILY AWARENESS & BODY AS TOOL FOR RESEARCH

 

Entry point as outsider to the academic mainstream of Performance is through the relationship with one's own body - J.

 

***Providing an opportunity for audience to make somatic, psychological, subconsious, and nuero-connections*** -J.

 

Relationship to audience as an ecosystem, everyone comes with thier own expectations. -J. 

 

In the arts we sometimes forget about the CULTURAL CAPITAL of our trade. Ephemeral practices question this capital. 

 

 

 

Western vs. Eastern medicine: body as a garden vs body as a machine

Metabolic Rift: the abstraction of resources (Marx)

C I V I L I A N  L I F E

 

 **Soft foundations** Instant gratification, extreme comfort, thoughts/ideas narrowed by algorithms -J. 

 

"Freedom untethered from social/civic responsibility"-J

 

Freedom is separation from the commodity chain (metabolic rift), foreign policy and capitalism's exploitative mechanisms 

 

Why is freedom in America so analogous to a cosumeristic fantasy/fallacy? Recent protests to reopen the economy amid the pandemic highlight the interconnectedness between freedom and unfettered capitalism. Is staying home patriotic or continuing to work and spend $$$$$$? 

 

 

 

 

Experience is embodied, existential, and multisensorial: veteran artists use performance practice as both a research tool and a way of navigating civilian life.

From Lydia Davis’ Varieties of Disturbance: Stories

Ed Keinholtz Portable War Memorial, 1970

V E T E R A N  L I F E

 

Lack of resources and comprehensive support stems from defunding state services that help readjust veterans to civilian life. Meanwhile, defense department funding stays healthy and robust. DIVESTMENT VS. INVESTMENT

 

"Thank you for your service and now go away"  -S.

"I love my country" -S.

  

Lack of honor and respect for service members

Suicide 

Stigma around PTSD

Afifa Aleiby Gulf War, 1991

 

“The world is not what I think, but what I live through. I am open to the world, I have no doubt that I am in communication with it, but I do not possess it; it is inexhaustible.” -Maurice Merleau-Ponty 

Facing uncertain supply lines in Iraq, Sergeants Wanzek and Quam decided to plant corn, carrots and beans. Using growing techniques learned from locals on growing food in a climate that gets as hot as 140 degrees, they had enough surplus to share beyond their troop. Article. 

Himat M. Ali. Al Mutanabbi Street Baghdad (detail), 2007.