THE RESTLESS LINE
Refusing to be planned for or prepared in advance, drawing might resist the pressures of premeditation to become meditative, where it is activated as a live and reflexive thinking process taking place only in the present moment. Drawing — the hesitant testimony of a zigzagging line breaking onto the blank page or of a body scoring a path through space, of a life marking time. Liberated from the habitual expectations of representation, the line wanders. Concerned only with the present time of its unfolding existence and the future-possible moment of an encounter with something unknown, drawing becomes restless. However, this restless — even improvisatory — line should not be confused with a form of automatic drawing, intent on accessing the hidden recesses of the subconscious imaginary or of channelling the secrets of some mystical beyond. Instead, the encounter with something unknown or unexpected is conceived as being within and produced by the event of the drawing itself. Here, what is unknown does not belong to some other place — a distant elsewhere or outside — to which the process of drawing affords temporary access. Rather, what is unknown is produced in and through the process of drawing, materially arising unannounced as if from nowhere or from nothing. Drawing without any definitive sense of destination or outcome, teleological expectation is wilfully thwarted or stalled. Such a practice is no longer bound to the description of an observed event now already past nor is it concerned with realising a future image that exists as a mental sketch or projection needing only to be fleshed out. Rather, this is a mode of drawing that attends to nothing more than what is present, giving form only to that which emerges synchronous or contemporaneous to the act of its own coming into being. The act of drawing and what is drawn thus remain contingent upon one another. This drawing attempts to make visible the event of negotiating the terms of its own emergence, the unfolding phenomenon of the very site of drawing itself.
From Emma Cocker, How Do You Do? (Nottingham: Beam Editions, 2023)