LIFE AS GYMNASIUM
The resistance of a body is not performed by trying to escape or refuse the terms of a situation but rather by rehearsing ways for transforming its affects, for performing the situation otherwise. Yet, years of schooling cannot be unlearnt overnight. Habits knotted into the sinew of a body take some effort to untie. The teaching of how one should be and behave is worn deeply in the muscle of both flesh and thought. It has been hard work getting the body to conform to the rules within which it is expected to operate. Long hours have been spent impressing upon it the error of its unruly ways. Social scripts pass down through generations. Every era rethinks the lines yet the story stays pretty much the same. Vocabularies alter, the order of the acts remain. The habitual choreographies of daily life are thus not easily rejected or refused, nor will they be undone with force or fury or through revolution alone. Discipline is undisciplined through discipline. Disobedience is a delicately honed skill. True improvisation still needs some rehearsal then, for unattended the body will always fall back quickly into comforting and harmonious rhythm. Conformity is an insidious lesson that creeps upon the body during the night in dream as much as when awake. Dissidence must become practised with the same rigour as conformity then, not just through the brief intensity of protest or revolt but according to daily and continual training. The spectacle of resistance is all too easily reabsorbed; the moves of dissonant bodies underscored with a sound track and sold back as late-night T.V. So practise quietly and lightly, defy by not making one’s resistance too visible, too assimilable. With practice a body can become pliant, not compliant. Choreograph a small part of every day against the conditions of expectation and convention. Make daily life a gymnasium within which to rehearse and play.
From Emma Cocker, The Yes of the No, (Sheffield: Site Gallery, 2016), p. 29. Revised extract of a text that was previously published as ‘Experiments Along the Brink of I’, as part of the pamphlet Performing the City produced in collaboration with Sara Wookey and Bianca Scliar Mancini, (2012). Also published in Tripwire: Journal of Poetics, Issue 8, Cities, (Oakland, United States, 2014).