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WHY GRAB THE MOMENT.

Always been like this. 
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Personal urge 

As a kid always afraid to mis out on a moment. Always took my video camera everyware I went, afraid that I would forget.


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Naming, want to grab it

Before you know it, it will be gone.

Locked out from the rest of the world.

I found a companion in the sun, 

peaking through my window.

It made me feel warm,

connected to the rest of the world.

Sun

  

I have always been fascinated by the sun. The reflection of the sun in the sea, the light that is touching my face while I travel in a train, or the sunlight that made me feel at home.

 

 

A collection of natural lights, performances in wich I try to recreate a specific light or a memory of specific moment.

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I mean, This kind of red 

16th of April, 

In an attempt to get a hold of Kairos. I’ve organized a Chronos and Kairos café. I’ve invited people to have a beer and a chat about their Kairos moment. Here I’ve met my first guest Jan de Beer.

 

Listen to his describtion of s sun set.
Here you’ll find layers in time to recreate a typical Kairos moment according to Jan.


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Weather station to measure the exact facts of the moment like temperature and humidity


Cyanotype use to try and capture the shadow, and changing position of the sun.

 

Position of the sun at that moment

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Clouds 

Fascinated by the moving of the clouds. For me staring at the sun peaking through the clouds is something magical. It immediately sparks my imagination. An attempt to recreate a performative sun that peaks through the clouds.

Zuurstofschuld 

a philosophical spinning lesson 

for over het IJ and Boulevard festival

 

As a scenographer i wanted to enhance the experience of the spectator. We wanted to make a shift in light. From a club /disco vibe to a more natural light. A transition from hard and cold LED light to halogen light and in the end a solar eclipse.

Instead of recreating a Kairos moment create a Kairos moment. An attempt to make the spectator forget about the time, become one with their body.

 

“ As the heartbeats predictably accelerate, and everyone approaches their physical limits, you inevitably find yourself contemplating deeper matters: movement and stillness, strength and vulnerability, the finite and the infinite. Can you accept that your body is uncontrollable? That it might not even be yours at all?”


 

 



 

 

Reflection 


This performance contained little pieces of my collection so far. 

 

The sun and solar eclipse as a metaphor for the continuous ticking of the time. One of the few certainties of life, the sun will rise an set even after that we are gone.

 

The movement of the light, just like that your traveling in the train we made a moving sequence of light that during the performance slowly increases in speed.